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Just Ask Me
Just ask me about my baby. I see you looking at me wondering where the baby is. Last time you saw me I was pregnant and now I’m not, but there is no baby. Why do I want you to ask? Because I want to talk about my baby. I don’t want you to think…
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The Delicate Dance Between Joy and Grief
‘I’m not going to lie. I’m struggling today worse than I have in a while…’ These are the words I sent to our group chat this week. One of our closest friends was scheduled to get induced with her baby boy. As much as I wanted to celebrate this sweet babies arrival, I could feel…
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I’m Tired.
I’m tired. I’m tired of pretending I’m ok. I’m tired of not actually being ok. I’m tired of the anxiety. I’m tired of the depression. I’m tired of PTSD. I’m tired of the hyperventilating I’m tired of the sense of emptiness in the most crowded room. I’m tired of explaining I have three kids even…
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He Was Never Mine
The Bible talks extensively about stewardship. It is a concept that our worldly broken hearts have a very hard time reconciling with. What we have in our lives does not belong to us. We are temporary caregivers. We stand in place of the real owner. We don’t own anything here. Everything is God’s and we…
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This is Our Story of Miscarriage and Still Birth
I have been through more at 23 than most people go through in their entire lives. Anyone who knows me, knows I have a passion for family. I absolutely love being a stay-at-home mom and wife. It might drive some crazy being home, but I truly enjoy caring for children, my home, and my husband…
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A Letter to my Son Born Into Heaven
“I prayed for this boy, and since the Lord gave me what I asked Him for, I now give the boy to the Lord. For as long as he lives, he is given to the Lord.”1 Samuel 1:27-28 To My Sweet Memphis Keith, Today, I should be almost 39 weeks pregnant with you. your incessant…
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